The negative side of being on your own

No one to tell you this is wrong

No one to tell you what should’ve been done

And worst ever if whatever wrong doings you’ve committed whether it’s intentionally or accidentally will be channeled and directly go to either client, or supplier, or any parties that’s not within your circle, team, or company. Even it’s accidentally, the other parties never sees that. The other parties will see our weaknesses. The other parties will see ourselves as an asshole, well that’s at least for me.

And I’ve felt that this happens today. The worst thing is, like Magneto said to Wolverine in X-Men 3: The Last Stand.

“You’ll never learn”

I stress towards myself because I’ve did almost the same problem to the same client for the second time. If I were working under another manager, that manager scold me, I hate him for one two days and then it’s finish. Of course, professional way.

But now that I blame myself, it’s a moebius/infinity loop.

I should learn to double check, triple check, quadruple check  -___-!!

P/S: of course I still with the company lah. the statement means when the decision/assignment/project is you do on your own but for the company for the win

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Meet Mutt

Bought Mutt to replace Shocky who now might serve his new illegal or lucky owner. Why I did say lucky? because ‘Finders Keepers’ and illegal to those worker, if they actually took it and denied that they ever saw it -_-

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Meet Mutt, also known as Casio G-Shock G9000MS-1, Mudman Military Series. t’s Mud and Dirt resist and of course, Shock resist. I’m happy to tell you that this is the first watch that I bought for myself 😀 It features stealth/black matte series inspired by military properties. I

If I’m in Military, if I’m not the commander, I’d be commando who is everything about stealth, or, piloting fighter jets. I

I fancy everything black, multipurpose, heavy-duty, high-performance, and also automation. Automation as in example my umbrella pops out with a push of button, and a radio antenna will pops out from it’s base once the engine started, and Anubis has it. Fancy that.

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Jul 2009
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I just dream a dream in a dream

My sleep pattern breaks in two parts. After doing Sunrise prayer ( subuh ) usually i’ll sleep for 1-2 hours.. or at least 30 minutes.

And I just slept on 11 morning.

Inside that dream.. I was driving Anubis, my car. I’m at Singapore at that moment and saw a Starbucks. Being a fan of any pamphlets and the traffic light still red, I walked out from car to take the pamphlets and saw a Proton Gen 2, blocking the traffic and saw Singaporean police doing roadblocks. Panicked even i didn’t commit any crime, I came back inside and fasten my seat belt. Upon my turn, they told me to pull my car aside. The brakes is pretty slippery that moment so I slip to the front. There still police in front, but much younger, halted me. Then ask me to show my engine. After showing Anubis’s engine, actually there’s nothing wrong but just that I didn’t register my car at border inspection. And I answered that policeman

” I have no idea how come I drove here, without passport. I must be dreaming “

Since I didn’t have passport and can’t pay the fines, that the young policeman said “at least today must got 1000″ (asking for a bribe or summon??) , I was taken into custody, saw a cute policewoman. The second time I glanced her, She disappears, and I realize it was a dream, inside a dream.

When I woke up from that dream, I was at the same spot that I’ve pulled my car aside. But my car isn’t there. So I walked looking for my car.

Then my clients argues with me.. Then I woke up, in real world.

Real points/happenings in life

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Bye Shocky, and Yasmin Ahmad

Today, I lost my watch because I accidentally left it at Shell Kesas toilet. It was pretty stupid to U-Turn at the Summit USJ interchange while I realized I left it just 1KM after driving away from Shell Kesas. I can park at the emergency lane, and ran away to get my watch, but I didn’t. Stupid me.

It was G-Shock DW 6900. It’s my dad’s gift to me. He got a lot of BonusLink points and give me a watch to wear. Everytime I scores in my exam, I think I got a watch. The first watch branded Jaga back in my primary school. Then, when I went to SAMTEN i forgot what watch I wear, or I might didn’t wear any but i remember drooling over classmates G-Shock with some G-Lide function.. whatever. I think between my Form 3 – Form 4, dad give me to wear his Citizen Kinetic, pretty big, and heavy, and have a lot of scratches. Disappointed by my act I think, he claimed a BonusLink point and gave me this watch, Casio G-Shock DW 6900. While you may view him as cheapskate, I never seen that way. Because he’s my dad, and I know him going through thick and thin.

the love story continues

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Jul 2009
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Try Masak Tengok

Check out our new Flash Game developed for TryMasak.my

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You need to register to play. Click here to play Try Masak – The Game.

And lookie lookie what we experimented below 😉

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